Therapist: so how are you doing today?
Me: uh I'm okay just been a rough week
Therapist: well Here take a seat tell me what's going on
Into me: it's this dream this dream scares me
Therapist: So tell me Austin when did these dreams start and also how often do they keep reoccurring
Me: about 18 months ago I guess but now.. It's all the time. They keep getting worse.
Therapist: why don't You refresh me on this dream that you keep having.


And when the moment vanished I couldn't find the meaning
All I could hear is the sound of a girl a screaming
She was kicking and pleading
But this chick took a beating feelin sick and dry heaving
Sobbing couldn't find a reason or a meaning of life
While she's dying and bleeding
On the floor under dim light
But on both sides are her demons
While I'm off on the right with a knife and I'm creeping
Cause I'm trying to be the light and tonight's biggest achievement
Remember doc I said that I am dreamin
This really only happens on cold nights when it's freezin
There's no secrets I'm keepin
But I promise last weekend
The girl from my dream exist
I bumped into her she needs me

Therapist: umm yea I think we need to raise the dose on your medication, have you been taking your anti depressant's
Or mood stableizer
Me: no doc listen I think this dream is some sort of future event waiting happen and I'm suppose to prevent it
Therapist: I think your suffering from a mental disorder and I want to help
Me: you don't understand!!!!


Doc You don't understand the echo
hearing her scream the blood in dreams it's a scene I can't let go
Ya Lately I been a mess under stress
With this death in my chest feelin wet cold
But some how it keeps me warm,
Knowing that I saw that girl
And I can keep her from harm
Pills won't help me
Saving this innocent girl will make me wealthy
Or at least make me smile maybe feel a little peace
Like I finally did a good deed
the night that you don't die I can sleep
Honestly doc, I don't think your hearing me not one sound or a peep
I Feel I'm talking to myself so there's not any relief
Just the whistling of the wind and the rustle of the leaves
Soon my heaven on earth will be in my reach

Therapist: well it looks like our time is up but before you go Do you have any family history of mental disorders hallucination schizophrenia depression bi polar, what about thoughts of suicide?
Me: why won't you listen to me doc all I'm trying to say is that I feel like this nightmare is gonna happen and I have to do something about it and the fuckin Time clocks tickin

I was driven off theses pills it's forbidden gone in the wind
Leaving the docs office In the same position
Don't need riddles of wisdom
I got problems no one can fix them
Where do I start
Inch by inch step by step yard by yard
It's the seed of soul the path you walk in your shoes leaving scars
So today I'm finding a peace of mind under a tree in the park
Read a book and get smart
Never come here so I put up my guard
Watching the sunset evolve light into dark

I picked my book up
As I walked lit a cig thinking good stuff
And how much wood could a wood Chuck
I'm half way out the park I'll take a shortcut through the thick brush
Dark cold woods under star light and I'm off of the path
The rhythm in my feet died as I stopped in my tracks
Is this a dream
Or are there two demon And a girl being stabbed
Star dust falling from the sky trying to brighten the black
Like I said I'm on the right with a knife in my hand
With more energy then life and Its Time to take a stand

I'm taking action
Running full speed with this rock of magic
Hit this mutha fucker in his head as the moon's collapsing
it Crumbled what happen
From the Back I catch a lashing
bottle to the head
From this other mutha fucka attacking
Imagine my therapist wrong and always has been
I turned around pouring blood, with little strength I had left...
I stabbed him, fell to the floor laughing
With passion in my eyes fighting gasping to breathe
But beneath all the blood I know she's happy for me
I'm dialing 911 screaming please hurry please
I need a hospital jeeez
Your a stranger to me but I wont let you freeze
Wishing you could explain why your always in my dreams
I knew I'd save your life someday as crazy as it seems

And I don't even want to know your name
I just hope one day for me someone would do the same